For my philosophy class, last night’s reading assignment (in the textbook it is only excerpts) was titled “The Apology, Phaedo, and Crito: The Trial, Immorality, and Death of Socrates” as written by Plato. For those of you who are unfamiliar with this story (as I imagine most of you are), Socrates is being put on trial essentially for being impious. Meletus is the main accuser; he charges that Socrates is an atheist who is going about corrupting the youth by his teachings.
Socrates very eloquently refutes the charges as would be expected by a man as philosophical as he. Socrates argues that he is not an atheist, nor does he corrupt the youth but that he has, in his life time, managed to attract large amounts of indignation from poets, politicians, and orators. The reason for this indignation against him is because Socrates believes that he has been charged by the oracle (god) to ensure that wise men do not consider themselves too wise. That is to say that Socrates has spent the entirety of his life humbling other men by “cross-examining” them to see if they are as wise as they think themselves to be. And when he finds that they are not as wise as they hold themselves to be he points it out to them. Socrates believes that the wisest man “knows that in truth his wisdom is worth nothing at all.” Socrates spends his life questioning and speaking to poets, politicians, and orators to this end- that men may not think themselves wise but rather that they would focus on what is important and noble by doing that which is right and neglecting actions which are wrong, and by valuing virtue more than riches or any other thing. Eventually Socrates is condemned to death at 70 years old.
What really stuck out to me about the whole story was Socrates’ view of death. Socrates had no fear of death. This is what he said in regards to his sentence.
I feel that too often we as Christians fear death; we see it as an ending rather than the beginning. I don’t believe that the average Christian today has much of a grasp on what Heaven will be like. I think that they prepare to have their best life now instead of sacrificing it all now to have the greatest eternity. Socrates didn’t fear death, he embraced it, he rationalized that what is about to come was going to be eternally amazing, whichever way he ended up. But Christians today are so busy with their careers and families, that they neglect God. Careers and families aren’t supposed to be a distraction; they’re supposed to be a blessing which we use to glorify our creator. Instead men and women become engulfed by them and occasionally make it a point to give thanks. Or they spend so much time trying to collect wealth and things that they don’t take the time to consider; that everything they possess does not even belong to them. It all belongs to God. He has given and He can take it away.
Who among you do you know that would say they would be “willing to experience death many times” as Socrates did? Who lives like that? Like the only thing that matters to them in their life is the end of it? Who looks at death and says “what could be greater than this?” Instead of preparing for glory, we’re making preparations for days that we’re not even sure will come, days that haven’t even been given to us yet. We study for classes, make plans years in advance, and at the end of our day we lay out our clothes and pray to God for safety and peace. When we should be saying “God thank you for today, as for tomorrow if You see fit that I awake and live through it I pray that I may accomplish nothing that does not bring glory to your name, but if tomorrow greets me with death then it shall be the greatest day of my life to meet you and receive my reward for which I have so painfully labored.”
Instead of such things I hear Christians utter ignorance like “If we’re wrong and there is no God it’s okay because we’ve lived a good life held good morals and in the end maybe it’s just as Socrates first described “And if death is the absence of all consciousness, and like the sleep of one whose slumbers are unbroken by any dreams, it will be a wonderful gain.” But if we’re right then we’re going to be in Heaven living eternally with the Father, and it will be neat and fun.” That is not how we are called to live; do you think that the apostle Paul would say such a thing? That he would ever say “If there is no God its okay, I’ve rather enjoyed being flogged, stoned and imprisoned for his namesake all these years.” Certainly he would never utter such a phrase, instead the apostle writes in 1st Corinthians 15:19 “If we have only hoped in Christ in this life, we are of all men most pitiable.” Because with great sacrifice comes great reward which Christ has promised us. Point to ponder: if you are being rewarded 100 times what you sacrifice as the Bible says, how then do you define sacrifice?) Without reward what point is there to laboring at all? Who would go to a job for which he did not get paid? No one, even those who do not receive monetary reward are still rewarded with the ideal that they have helped to further a cause, they’re payment is intangible, but by no means less satisfying often times it is even more satisfying. How extremely TICKED do you think Paul would be if when he died he found out it was all for naught? If I were Paul in that scenario I would be furious at what a waste my entire existence had been. How depressing to think that without Christ’s reward at our end everything would be “okay”.
If I were to die today I would have many regrets, for I have not stored up nearly enough treasure in Heaven. If our reward in Heaven is sitting in the throne room of God, I imagine my place would be beyond the nose bleed section. I most assuredly am not ready to die; I have not accomplished nearly enough to further God’s kingdom or bring glory to His name. I want floor seats with Abraham, Paul, Moses, Joshua. I want my reward to be more than a used chair cushion and set of binoculars. I want to be standing on the sidelines; I want a bottomless root beer, and a giant foam finger; I want be up close shouting praises to God. It is to this end that I continue to read Scripture and learn more of God, it is why I struggle to keep myself pure, and fight to be holy. I surely do not yet live my own life by God’s standards, but I hope that by my last day of this life, I may be called righteous by the God I love to serve.
We live to glorify God, our Father and Creator. We live not in fear of death but in anticipation. If Socrates were a Christian I imagine he would say “Death, what could be greater than this, but to be untied with our Creator in Heaven for eternity.” However, he was not a Christian, so I will say it for him. God has given me great joy in this life, but it is not for this life that I live but for the next, for in that life I will always be satisfied, what greater end could be achieved by man than this?